Hope...

Is it ok to have some hope? As I said before I am ready to take this challenge...but deep down my heart I am not willing. Ever since I first heard the news about going to Teluk Intan, i never stop hoping...hoping that the table will turn..maybe out of the blue I'll receive a phone call saying that I don't have to go. But the day for me to leave is coming nearer and nearer. I have only a few days before I leave. Berat sangat hati ni. I've received a lot of calls from friends and seniors congratulate me and asking me to be patient and all. But it is just wordsssss....do they really know what i am going through? Entahlah. Malas kadang-kadang nak angun dari tidur. Bila bukak mata je dah balik semula ke alam realiti. Bila tidur I imagine that it is all just a nightmare and the moment I open my eyes I discover that everything is true and the nightmare exist in reality. But who am I to complaint right? God knows what is best for me. I should be happy kan...entahlah....to all my friends and silent readers please pray for me. Thank you....

To go or not to go?

Entahlah...sedih betul rasa hati hari ni. Part of me want to be happy. The other rasa macam nak nangis je. Ya...I got a promotion. Yahoo.....but then I have to go to Teluk Intan, Perak because of the promotion. Hemmm....entahlah. Takde idea. What I have to do is find a house...bla bla bla....banyaknyer benda nak fikir. If I don't go it means that I would jeopardise my career and the promotion as well. Have toolah. Walaupun hati berat. Well I would be leaving my hubby, my life and my hometown.

To my frens...thank you for listening and the help that you have offered me. I really appreciate every single thing that you all did for me. I will take this as a challenge and would never give up. This will not be the end of the road. It will only be a beginning to a new journey...CAIYO!CAIYO!CAIYO!

Balik Kedah!

Cuti Hari Wilayah hari tu dihabiskan dengan balik Kedah. Yap my origin is from Kedah because mom and dad are from Kedah eventhough I was born and raised here. Dah lama tak balik Kedah since my grandmom passed away 2 years ago. Bukan ada sapa-sapa kat sana coz my families pun semua dah duduk KL. So hari tu balik coz abah had to settle some things over there and lama dah tak balik sana kan so I pun tagged alonglah. We stayed at Darulaman Suites dekat Darulaman Golf and Country Club. Nak duduk kat umah tok dah dijadikan homestay dah. Who am I to say anything about it. Kita ni cuma cucu kan. But kalau diikutkan hatikan lebih baik rumah tu dijadikan tempat berkumpul adik beradik rather than dijadikan homestay. Entahlah. Bila tengok the house sedih sangat. If u penah pegi Kedah esp Jitra u may not miss the homestay...AO Homestay. Hemmm....

My grandma's house...

AO Homestay

View from hotel's room

Sampai je Kedah dah lebih kurang pukul 4. We haven't had lunch lagi so makan kat clubhouse jelah. Apa yang kelakar tu semua malas nak mintak makan so the waiter suggested that makan nasik goreng and boleh bubuh skali. Pemalas betul they all ni. Too tired to not to agree....makanlah....taklah sedap pun but oklah. The room ala ala suitelah but bukannya yang hebat. Ada bilik didalam bilik. Mom and dad got into anor while me, hubby and maid ambik satu bilik lagi. Maid had to sleep at the living roomlah. Eh majikan yang baik tau...requested for another extra bed. Malam pegi makan satay kat Satay Kajang...percaya tak kat sana pun ada satay Kajang but the taste was far far beyond the original taste...tak bessszzzz...

Satay..yum..yum and golf course-view from the coffee house(above)

The next day...the much anticipated day...hehehe bukannya apa nak pegi Padang Besar...hikhik...seronok boleh shopping. Biasalah kalau susah hati pun bila shopping lupa semua masalah. Itulah wanita sejati...senyum...senyum....shoppinglah kite ni sepuas-puasnya...lepas balik dari Padang Besar tuh we decided to go to Pekan Rabu plak. Masuk je sana jadi rambang mata selagi tak keluar semua nak beli. I ended buying ikan sepat ronggeng (sedap tau bila goreng, so crunchy), dodol, jeruk buah salak, kuah rojak and garam belacan. Yummy! U may not find these tasty but being separuh Kedahan I love all the food and never getting bored with it. Betul...Balik hotel nearly 5. Pegi makan kat the coffee house again. This time makan char koey teow plak. Bolehlahhh...

Pekan Rabu

Padang Besar

Last day baliklah KL. Sampai Kl around 430pm. Nice to be back....muah muah I love KLLLL!!! Manalah tau kena pindah mana-mana ke...isk isk isk...inilah nasib government servant...

Tips!

How to sleep with a movie star!!!! Heheheh...ya ya as if I'm going to give you that tip. Saje je buat gempak. Actually it was a new book that I read. One of the little black dress book. Best sangat. Its like what most women or should i say female fantasy. Notlah part sleep tuh but the part that a very famous and most eligible bachelor andddd the most famous and cutest actor and an almost a perfect guy falls for someone who is just so ordinary and plain (like me). So out of this world! hemmm..it is a dream...Tapi kalau nak ikutkan actors kat Mesia ni...duh...takpalah...I'll reserve my fantasy later laterlah.

The Book

Oh and i like this phrase from the book...'I liked you so much, but i knew nothing could ever happen, because that would be crazy-because, I mean, someone like u could never like someone like me, but i couldn't help myself from having these totally inappropriate feelings for u eventhough I know it is impossible....(Reply)You're not pathetic . I never thought you were. You're not plain and you're not boring. I thought you were really something special. Something different'....hemm..you guess from there...so hopelessly romantic kan?

So last weekend i went to Cintasari Spa with my eldest sis. Sja je nak rehat-rehatkan body. It was a so relaxing experience. I took the Bali Kopi package where it consists of Foot Bath, Sauna, Body Massage (so sedap that I totally felt asleep), Coffee Scrub (rasa macam nak minum coffee je...the coffee tu dibawa khas from Bali), Honey Treatment (after that you will feel that your skin is as smooth as silk) and Sea Salt Bath (hem...siokkkk with flowers all around you...rasa macam dalam movie jek). That treatment is suppose to help remove old skin, acne & pigmentation and it is definitely leave your skin smooth with the final layer of honey for perfection. Hehe memanglah tak dapat apa-apa commission tapi it may give an idea or boleh meransangkan your hormone to try spa lak later later. Bukan apa sometimes you need to pamper yourself once in while kan and its good for your helath too. I was told that those who went to spa regularly jarang sakit. best wooo...u should give that a try. I like the sauna part and the body massaging.

At the moment I have mix feelings...something like butterfly in the stomach thingy. Unpatient for the news, debaran and a bit susah hati. Entahlah. I will update later if I receive any news today. Hope it will be a good one and I just pray for the best.

Emm last Friday had lunch kat The Coast again...but kali ni different company plak. Went there with Nomy and Juit plak. Suppose to meet Zeera there but she was tied up at the hospital. Rugi woo Zeera hang tak mai. Si Juit sampai makan sakit-sakit perut. Tulah perut kecik tapi selera besau. It was a nice outing though but the funniest part was when me and Nomy susah nak cari si Juit. Actually we went with 2 cars. Juit was following us cuma bila part parking tu kena separatelah but lepas tu yang chaos tuh. Nak jumpa tak terjumpa-jumpa but if dah jodoh tu terjumpa gak at last. hahaha..and masa tengah makan tu nampak VK Lingam and the team makan kat Penang Village. Feel like taking his pic to post it here. But kang jadik controversy plak. Hehehe.

Last but not least...CONGRATULATIONS MAWI!!!! Seronoknya Mawi menang persembahan terbaik for AJL. He's the best and he deserves to win. Caiyo Mawi! (ya as if he's reading this..who knows...)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!

Happy Birthday to my dearest!! Yesterday was my hubby's birthday yang ke....yang pentingnya dah tua pun. Like for the past 12 years we just celebrate secara kecil-kecilan jek. Dulu berdua sekarang bertiga. Memang lama tuh. Lama dah kami bercinta sebelum kahwin nasib jek tak boring..hikhik...So as usual the celebration consists of makan-makan and bagi hadiah. Oh on the eve of his birthday we went to watch National Treasure 2. Just the two of us. Yelah dah lama sangat tak pegi tengok wayang sejak ada anak ni so we decided that takpalah sempena his birthday ni kita pegilah enjoy skit tengok wayang. So esoknya on his birthday I surprised him with a birthday cake. Especially baked for him. No no no...not me. I dun even know how to make a simple cake let a birthday cake..sigh...tempah kat advisor. Chocolate moist cake. Sedapppp. Then lepas tu belanja hubby makan. Hehehe walaupun ini birthday dia but I make the choice. Ikutkan hubby ni dia nak makan benda-benda soup aje. His fav. But I said to him alah takkan birthday nak makan sup-sup jek so I decided to take him to Chili's at KLCC. So inilah makanan kami....

The famous Chili's!

Daughter's chicken crispers. Dia cuma makan fries jek. Rugi..rugi...

Hubby's main course..beef ribs and chicken combo. The ribs ulala so soft and tender..

And as usual..mushroom burger for me. So kenyang only finish separuh jek..

So last but not least my favourite meal of the day....dessert! But hubby ni plak bukanlah jenis orang yang makan banyak and bukannya jenis orang suka makan manis2 eventhough dia ni orang Terengganu. So he was not so excited about it. I was the one who insisted that we should have it and we could share. But unlike when I go out with my friends kita share and usual habis, (kan Syida..yam yam bila teringat Coast Mud Pie tuh) this time he only took the ice cream part just a bit and left me with the rest of it. Mana boleh habis lagipun it is not as tasty and delicious macam the brownies at Delicious tuh. Biasa je. The chocolate coating pun biasa je. So it cannot beat Delicious and my fav..The Coast!

Chocolate Brownies Sundae

And u know what I get for dear hubby? Tu bawah tu another book on golf. Last year pun sama. Bukannya apa dah banyak sangat birthdays that we have gone through together so dah banyak dah I bagi. Watches, perfumes, belts, wallets, shirts, shoes, sandals, and banyak lagi sampai dah kering idea. So I asked him what did he want. He said that he wanted a pair of Levi's 501. So pegilah the shop and takde plak yang dia suka. Then I asked him what else...he said kalau sandal pun oklah...so on the way nak cari kasut dia ternampak lak Kinokuniya so he said dia nak buku plak. So I said up to u its your birthday anyway. And mak memang suke dia beli buku jimat skit budget aku nih...heheheeh...so that was it but later dia demand nak CD Cromox plak because he said his gift was under budget so kenalah tambah skit. Oklah oklah...I'll look for it...bila gaji masuk ek...

The book for the birthday boy!

Lega!

Leganya hari ni. Remember I told u yesterday that I had to give talk....ya ya dah selesai dah. U know i still have the goosebumps before giving the talk. Even bukan setakat sebelum bagi talk that is on the day itself but semalaman and the day before pun. Nervous bangat ba. Tadi bila sampai kat tempat tu nak jalan ke the class pun aramak bergetar lutut. Terpaksa stop tengah jalan...got to catch my breath dulu. Nak teruskan perjalanan tu fuh letih...lembik kepala lutut. Cam agar-agar. Alah berapa meter jek. Over gemuruh. My father said I ni banyak sangat darah gemuruh.

I went there early. Sampai 45mins before start. Saja nak relekkan diri. Nasib baik jumpa banyak familiar faces so my nervousness tu slowly subsidelah. But still damn nervous. But at the end of the day I think everything went well. I thinklah....dunno their feedback. Syok gak bagi talk ni. Share your knowledge with others banyak dapat pahala. But the part about being very nervous tu...emmm...I dont likeeee....

So hari ni kene stayback sampai malam. Not that I want to but have to. My duty maa. Hemmmm hope malam ni ada client...hikhik..not like u think...:). Tomorrow Friday....makan kat mana ek....maybe somewhere yang tak mahal but sedap...hujung-hujung bulan ni paham-paham jelah. Ok adios.