Audit Day!!!!

Hari ni Hari Audit sedunia. Luckily everything went well. Takut gak masuk-masuk office tadi tengok muka the auditor. After the audit I pelawa dia to eat the kuih. Sedap. But he refused. Takut nak kena rasuah kot..harharhar..but alhamdullilah so far no discrepencies or anything. hope can get the cert.

Next...do you believe in supernatural? wei kena percayalah coz dalam Quran pun ada cakap. No bukannya apa.This morning i had a conversation with a friend regarding the Hind*** case. So adalah cakap-cakap pasal benda-benda ni kan. Hem scary actually. People are using the black magic to influence ones decision. Well actually this thing happened. Masa kat old place pun banyak but the worst is this caselah sebab a lot of 'not so nice people' involved. Just imagine our kind of work...open to this kind of thing. My dad had asked me to learn a thing a two for my protection but entahlah. I am not sceptical about this. Cuma i think when u know more the cubaan will be more. So since I ni a very penakut person tu yang nak belajar tu macam takut. Dulu ada jugak I went to this cakera alam course for two days. But after that dah lupa. u know at that time we had to eat the glass, walk on the broken glasses and banyak lagilah just to test our ability. Its all in your mind. But as I said earlier the more u know the harder it will get. Not protection yang apa-apa...protection dari Allah s.w.t. Tapi belajar dengan lebih mendalam lagi. What I learnt today from a friend was you have to recite ayat kursi 7 times, tiup to your hand and drink a glass of water. But you have to know the meaning of the surah kursi. Not just reading it. Seriously in my line of work u never know what are the intention of others. Maybe good maybe bad. People can do anything just to get what they want. So a dear friend said...'kena selalu b prepared'.

Dunia dunia....I hope things will not jadi like 13 Mei 69. Scary...but nevertheless must always be prepared...To do a certain kind of thing, you need to be a certain kind of person. Just follow your instincts and you can be the best gift to anyone you love.

Old songs old memories

DREAMING OF YOU
Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star

That somewhere you are thinking of me too'

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight

'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

I wonder if you ever see me (see me)and I wonder if you know I'm there (am I there, am I?)

If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside

Would you even careI just wanna hold you close but so far

All I have are dreams of you

So I wait for the day (wait for the day) and the courage to say

How much I love you

Yes, I doI'll be dreaming of you tonight

'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Ahh ahhCorazón(I can't stop dreaming of you)

No puedo dejar de pensar en ti(I can't stop dreaming)Como te necesito(I can't stop dreaming of you)Mi amor, como te extraño

Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I stay up and think of you

And I still can't believe

That you came up to me and said I love you

I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight

'Til tomorrow ('til tomorrow) and for all of my life

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly(Dreaming with you tonight)('Til tomorrow)

With you tonight ('Til tomorrow)(I'll be holding you tight)

(And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be) rather be

(Than here in my room dreaming with you)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight(endlessly, endlessly)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight

And I'll be holding you tight ('til tomorrow)

Dreaming with you (endlessly) tonight(Endlessly, endlessly)(Dreaming)

Heard the song on my way back from night duty yesterday. Played by Red fm (my favourite station). If u noticed, I really like to post lyrics from lagu-lagu lama. Bukannya apa it has brought a lot of wonderful memories. Sometimes the wonderful memories can heal hearth ache, broken heart etc etc..misery...hehehe. So anyway the song has beautifully described my love life. Tu yang mak suke tuh..

Today we had a farewell party for our beloved senior. She will be transferred to a northern state next month. Quite sad jugak because she is a very nice person. A lot of people may have not like her but I think she is a very pleasant person and she was the one who taught me pocor-pocor. No matter what people said or think of her, I still adore and respect her as a mentor, senior and a friend. Sunyi jugaklah when she's not around...isk isk isk....no more aerobic and pocor-pocor..

So moral of the story, what others thought must not be taken seriously. Kita mesti menilai seseorang itu sendiri and not only based on what other people think. Betul kan? Mana ada dalam dunia ni semua orang suka kita.

Ok hari ni tak banyak idea coz nothing interesting yang berlaku. Otak pun dah beku coz dalam chamber ni sejuk betul. Ya ya I can control the temperature but saja malas nak bangun dari kerusi. Tomorrow no big lunch. Have to save some money ma. Nak jalan-jalan. Jealous sebab ada orang dapat pegi New Delhi for free. But puas hati yang tak dapat pegi Australia tu..hahaha (gelak besar)!!! Dengki coz sapa yang taknak pegi free kan and furthermore one week plak tu. Cannot cannot be. Chiow...

Romantika de amour

DEWI-DEWA 19

Dewi aku mohon beri aku kesempatan

Tuk bisa menebus dosaku kepadamu

Maafkanlah aku yang menyakitimu

Aku tidak pernah menyangka bisa begini

Oh dewi, dengarkanlah…

Dewi kaulah hidupku

Aku cinta padamu sampai mati

Dewi belahlah dadaku

Agar kau tahu Agar kau mengerti Wou wou wou

Semua terjadi begitu saja

Tak ada yang serius antara dia dan aku

Tidak ada cinta dan tak ada hati

Hanya karena aku lelaki dan dia wanita

Oh dewi, dengarkanlah…Dewi kaulah hidupku

Aku cinta padamu sampai mati

Dewi belahlah dadaku

Agar kau tahu

Agar kau mengerti

Wou wou wou

Yesterday on the way back from my hubby's reunion terdengarlah lagu ni playing on the radio. So I said to my hubby bestnya lagu ni. The lyrics is soo touchy and so heart breaking. So I asked him to dedicate this song for me..so dengan muka pandang me yang pelik dia pun agree. He said 'boleh mintak-mintak plak'..I said eh kalau tak mintak bukannya nak dedicate. Senyum kambing jelah.

Ya..I am the sort of person yang suka romantic romantic and dreamy things ni. Mak suke nyah. Mak suka all the romantic movies, songs, quotes, people...hehehe but my darling hubby ni a type yang selamba. Bukannya tak romantic but well I do expect too much...biasalah too much of the soapy dopey movies. hehehe...bukannya apa, yesterday went to hubby's school gathering. So tengok all the longtime married couples are too busy with the children but the newly wed tu was soo much in love. Maybe takada anak nak membusykan diri kot. But we have to admitlah that when you are married sometime the romantic stuff tu seem dilupakan oleh couples. And since I am a romantic person ewah...hehehe..I kept reminding myself and my hubby no matter what and no matter how old we are..mesti kena keep the fire burning. Like my parents. Panas..panas..Tapi kadang-kadang my hubby ni yang suka buat lawak bodoh boleh kata 'takut bini tu'...isk geramnya!!!!!Tulah bila ajak tengok romantic movies asyik nak tengok cerita kelakar je. So men out there..be a little sensitive towards your wives' feelings k.

Went to Kelab Tasek Putrajaya yesterday. Took some pics from the clubhouse. Lawa gak. So Terendakians or St. Marians, or ex A Level 14, ex-PPP, or ex PPP UiTM graduation 2001 jom kita bergathering. The place can be arranged. Affordable yet stylish. Sesuai to catch up. Look at the pics and decide then giv me a call..

TGI!!!

Thank God its Friday! Thank God its Friday!!! Well that's where I went for lunch today. Went there with my eating mate. Saja je. Lagipun since baru dapat gaji kan, so why not treat myself to a sumptous meal. My friend tengah diet so at the end of the day would like to treat herself well for all the hard work...wei seminggu dia tak makan nasi tu. (can't mention name kang marah dia..hehehe). So it was a very delicious and expensive lunch. We ordered a three course meal each. Tamak tak? Konon-kononnya boleh habiskan semua tapi baru makan appetizer dah full. Last time we went to Delicious so both of us had vowed to never ever tamak lagi. Next time nak share. But dunno what happened today sama-sama rasa macam we can finish all. My friend had a hearty meal consists of chicken wings, sizzling chicken and for desert she had a sinful cookies with icecream. Memanglah sinful...cuba kira the total of the calories taken in that icecream...sama macam seminggu punya simple meal. hehehe jangan rasa bersalah fren. Sekali sekala.

U see the chicken wing. Memang sedap. Not so spicy. Just nice. And juicy. And the green celery..rabbit food. My fren said she can't it that as it is tasteless. Rabbit food.. But eh sedap jugaklah bila you dip inside the mayonnaise.

Main course was the sizzling chicken with rice. Since my friend had made a pledge not to eat rice, so she had to abandon them. Sayang tau. so she just ate the chicken. Tak rasa pun coz I think it was worse than the rabbit food. I can't eat anything white. According to her oklah but makan just two slices jek. Rugi betul..

Me..I had for appetizer (can't remember the exact name) crispy macaroni and cheese. Memang a devilishly meal. So rich with the cheese and crispy. Yummy..but as orang melayu yang tulin mesti kena cicah dengan sos. Chili mind you. My friend agreed with me..she had two..:)

This is my other devilishly main course. Chicken parmesan. Crispy on the outside but tender on the inside. With tomatoes slices on top of, it somehow balance the taste between creamy and sour. Rich yet moderate. Bit my favourite meal of the day was.....yalah always the dessert...chocolate mud pie...

Omigod...I thank God for creating good food and gives me the opportunity to taste it, to divulge and to savour every pieces of it. Tastes so heavenly....better than the chocolate cake at Delicious. Seriously Syahrin..want to try Marmalade?

So there goes our diet and money. Tapi takpa once in a while. Monday surely will fast. Bukan sebab diet nak puasa. Nawaitu mesti betul. Errr...puasa sunat. Lepas tu dapatlah bersihkan perut dengan berpuasa. Hem barulah dapat pahala.

Not in misery anymore..maybe later later kot....

SOMEDAY

My friends who read my blog truly understand how I felt at this moment. Thank you very much for all the kind and wisdom words that you have offered me all these while. As i was talking to Munah and Syida this morning, I realise that there's no solution to my problem. Its a very complicated thing. To not hurting people but you get hurt yourself. I don't know what I should do. Should I just keep everything to myself or be opened and frank about my problem? I don't know what to do!!!!I just wish I could fly fly and fly far and far away from here. But its like running away from your problem...but if people can't change for u then lebih baik u berundur diri dari lebih banyak pihak berkecil hati.

I just wish that someday people will understand me more and I'll be happier. No money can buy happiness and don't I deserve to be happy? Someday....

Artist: Tony BennettSong: The Way You Look Tonight

Someday when I'm awfully low

When the world is cold I feel a glow just thinking of you

And the way you look tonight.

Oh, but you're lovely with your smile so warm

And your cheek so soft

There is nothing for me to love you

And the way you look tonight

With each word your tenderness grows

Tearing my fear apart

And that laugh that wrinkles your nose touches my foolish heart

Lovely, never ever change

Keep that breathless charr

Won't you please arrange it?

'Cause I love you

Just the way you look tonight...

Thank you!

Thank you my dear for your understanding. I know u can't do much. But the fact that u listen to my complaints and really really supportive about that, is really a soothing effect for me...but again nevertheless PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!So my dear thank you once again....I wish I would be invisible and fly far far away....with Amaaneey of course...

ASSUMPTION IS MOTHER ****ER!!!

Title pun dah ganas kan? Hehehe..anyway topic ni sebenarnya semua orang mengalaminya. Yesterday I had a conversation with my darling hubby about assuming. No no no we were not arguing. Its about why other people always assume but in reality it goes far far away from being so true!? U know I am in a situation where people assume that Im always ok with what they are doing. Hello people!!!!......(I don't think u know who u are) I'm not ok. Actually I feel like puking. Doesn't mean that I look ok then its ok!! Hello read between the lines pleazzeeee...Maybe they see me always smiling, laughing and so they take advantage of my sweet face (wei sweet tau macam watermelon) yang buat ikut suka mak bapak they all!!!! Whenlah my misery will end. Inilah yang dikatakan assumption is mother ****er! They assume I'm just like they all yang tak kisah anything. So buatlah suka hati..but people tend to forget that God never created setiap orang tu sama. So janganlah assume that u macam ni then semua orang pun sama. I think the best and safest way is to respect other people's space regardless who they are. Then we will be happier. God..when are you going to stop torturing me...isk isk isk...



Well as you see for the past week i'm not really in a good mood. And where can I pour my grievience to..yes...my dearest blog..So now u know why I am always talking nonsense right. Coz this is the core of my misery.

Now i'm waiting for the sunshine to come out. But I know the sun will not be long coz rain will definitely arrive. (Ku harapkan panas hingga ke petang rupanya hujan di tengahari) Ewah. Next week..yes next week...but later...misery again............

Misery (Soul Asylum)

They say misery loves company

We could start a company and make misery Frustrated, Incorporated

Well I know just what you need

I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to see

Put me out of my misery I'd do it for you, would you do it for me

We will always be busy making misery

We could build a factory and make misery

We'll create the cure; we made the disease

Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated

Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to feel

Put me out of my misery

All you suicide kings and you drama queens

Forever after happily, making misery

Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need

Was it only envy, so empty

Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated (put me out of my misery) Frustrated, Incorporated (I'd do it for you, would you do it for me)

Frustrated, Incorporated (forever after happily) Frustrated, Incorporated (making misery) etc...

Dao Ming Shi!!!!

Tada...ladies and gentleman today I'm presenting you to my very own Mr. Dao Ming Shi!!!! Ala mak rasa sukelah tengok DMS ni....Faizal Tahir pun sama...teipucee teipucee again my hubby..u know how at this moment I really need to be gila-gila..so please bare with me...again Mr. DAO MING SZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recipe

(Syahrin I know u'll like this...)



The Ultimate mashed potatoes - the continental chef!

Mashed potatoes are the ultimate comfort food -- they are filling and hearty and they stick to your ribs. The most important thing about them is their texture -- if you don't mash them enough, they are too chunky, but if you stir them too much, they are glue-y. With a little care, though, you can easily create the ultimate mashed potato. Here's how:

1. Start with a great mashing potato, like Yukon gold.
2. Boil 2 to 3 potatoes, with the skin on, in salted water for about 18 minutes, until they are easily pierced with a fork, then strain and peel them.
3. Melt 1 tablespoon of unsalted butter in a sauté pan over medium-low heat, and cook until the butter is light brown and smells nutty.
4. Then whisk in 2 tablespoons of cream, 2 tablespoons of milk, 1 tablespoon of olive oil, and a little salt, grated nutmeg, and ground white pepper.
5. Mash the potatoes with a fork and stir the hot liquid into the mash.The beauty of mashed potatoes is that you can do lots of variations. This is where it gets fun:
Try adding cheese -- say, 2 tablespoons of grated Dutch gouda, Vermont cheddar, goat cheese, or Parmesan.
Or, for a Japanese twist add a touch of wasabi.
If you want to get really creative, you could follow the recipe above, using half potato and half parsnip, and add 1 tablespoon of balsamic vinegar with the butter and cream.
You can even create a mash using no potatoes for a wonderful side dish that serves up sweet and sour flavors -- replace the potatoes with half celery root and half Granny Smith apples, and stir in chopped thyme in the final step.

JJCM my version!

I like food enjoy eating...so as a start to my own Jalan2 Cari Makan, I would like to introduce the best of Secret Recipe. Usually when we heard of Secret Recipe, we always think of the delicious, yummy and devilish fatty cakes and brownies. But they do offfer other delicious meals as well. Last weekend I took my parents to a Secret Recipe outlet in Tesco Ampang coz abah has been craving for the Tomyumkung noodle...sedap beb meleleh. So this is what mama ordered...

Nasi and kebab. The chicken was so tender and juicy and it looks like pedal ayam...well I like pedal ayam. And I ordered a very sinful dish- chicken cordon bleu..why so sinful..well according to my eating mate (sorry syida) banyak kalori tu sinfullah. Chicken with cheese inside. So yummy that i can still taste the cheese melting in my mouth. Yummm...yummm

So sinful sampai the next day pun still full. Although i really really regret eating the sinful meal, tapi puas hati sebab sedap. But I will never ever makan rabbit food. Kan syidah...kan kan. So nanti I'll post the lunch that me and my eating mate had at Delicious in my next posting coz ngantuk giler ni...in the middle of the nite....nite nite.

When love and hate collide part 2

"When Love And Hate Collide"

You could have a change of heart,

if you would only change your mindInstead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time

I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call

When divided we stand baby, united we fall

Got the time got a chance gonna make it

Got my hands on your heart gonna take it

All I know I can't fight this flame

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind

Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time

Without you

One night alone Is like a year without you baby

Do you have a heart of stone

Without you

Can't stop the hurt inside

When love and hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for

When we treat each other baby, like an act of warI could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise

When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes

There's a time and a place and a reason

And I know I got a love to believe in

All I know got to win this time

[Repeat Chorus][SOLO]You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind

Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby...Crazy...Crazy

Without you

One night alone

Is like a year without you baby

Do you have a heart of stone

Without you

One night alone

Is like a year without you babyIf you have a heart at all

Without you

Can't stop the hurt inside

When love and hate collide

When love and hate collide

I am wondering how can you love and hate someone at the same time? Anyway I really really long for a good vacation. I mean where everything is laidback, no rushing and most importantly no commitments. And I wish I could go to these places...how I wish....

Freaking Holidays!!!!

Da da da da....I hate holidays. Tak kisahlah cuti raya ke cuti krismas ke cuti weekend ke or cuti sekolah ke....its just not mine to enjoy anymore. Hem...i used to enjoy every cuti that kerajaan bagi. The longer the better. Kalau cuti sampai bila-bila with gaji masyuk lagi bagus. But now I am really really i mean REALLY not looking forward to any 'cuties' at all. U know how can u enjoy your holiday if its not meant for you to enjoy? For me to elaborate further may not be an appropriate forum here as certain people might get offended. And again I leave to your imagination.

"Put me out of my misery"...I will keep on playing that tune in my head until the end of the holiday and until I can have my own sweet holiday.."put me out of my misery"......

Misery

"Put me out of my misery!!!".....really like that song. It well describe how I felt at this moment. Hem..u know u can be in misery if what u planned and looking forward to might not happen. Actually I'm planning to go back to Kedah end of this month to attend a good friend's wedding. Yelah since my parents are from Kedah and I havent gone back for quite sometime so I thought oklah attend the wedding and boleh jalan-jalan to Padang Besar as well. Been craving for the handbags in Padang Besar. Murah and good quality too. Nak beli yang ori too expensive and wasting my precious ringgit jek. So my dear hubby ni plak has to go out of the country time tu. Without him no storylah. Geramnya!!! Always had to go back to his hometown but when it is my turn ada pulak hindrance. Isk isk isk...nothing to look forward too. Why am I so devastated? Because we have been planning this for several times and none menjadi. How how how....what should I do during the weekend then? Staring at the wall? Baik tengok Dao Ming Sze..

First Time

There's always a first time to everything. Like 'the first time' i'm trying to write my own blog. Kinda cool. Its like writing a diary except that it is accessible. Frankly its not my 'thing' to do this...i mean creating a blog. But after reading vern's blog (u know Ning's manager) I got really hooked up and really really inspired to do something like this. I mean the way he wrote in his blog is way too cool and here I am...starting my own blog. Well most bloggers seem to write their blogs in English. But as for me as a truly devoted truly madly deeply Malaysian citizen (proud of it) I chose to use 'rojak' language. Doesn't matter malay+english+chinese as long as people faham and get what I'm trying to say. We are one multiracial country so why limit ourself....!!! Yeah..go girl!!!

At the moment I am so 'gila' with Meteor Garden series...u know the Taiwanese series...lama dah. But dunno when and how it started, I get hook up once again...bukan tak penah tengok but terpengaruh. oh my Dao Ming Sze...seriously for those who never ever heard of that series better look up in youtube...but meant for ladies only. i guess men would find it emmm...stupid? U know watching the series rasa macam muda..hahaha..its not that I'm old!! But younger. Aiyaa...buleh mati tau..teipucee teipucee my darling hubby. U r my real Dao Ming Sze!!!! Hehehe..but not as handsome lah...jgn marah, nanti belanja!

So here i am nearly completing my first time. Fun! give some facelah..only first day ma..tomorrow write some morelah. Maybe later...tada and why do we need police if people can simply apologize...think about it..