Cuti Di Pantai Timur!

Berhari raya korban di kampung hubby di Kuala Terennganu. Went back on the Hari Raya itself. Before that tak cuti coz got to gilir-gilirlah dengan people here. Kalau kita jek asyik cuti sian plak kat orang lain kan. Lagipun got to help mama to prepare ketupat and other dishes for raya. And dapat gaklah merasa mama punya masakan on the pagi raya itself. Mama cooked nasi tomato and ketupat pulut. Yummy. Sorry tak sempat nak ambik gambar coz so busy eating and preparing to bertolak to Terengganu. Kena makan puas-puas the ketupat pulut sebab dekat pantai timur they buat jugak ketupat pulut but mostlynya they will fry the ketupat. So rasa tak sama dan lain. And since I am half utara and half KL so my taste would be the pure ketupat pulut cicah with rendang ayam and daging.

Bila balik tu tengok they all sibuk bakar lemang. The next day day barulah buat korban. 2 ekor gak yang berjaya ditumbangkan. So this year I korban so had to pegang the lembu untuk niat korban. Entahlah orang suruh buat. Some part tak payah pegang just niat akad saja. Ikut jelah. So first time pegang lembu..hikhik...geli. So dah abis korban tu lapah and potong daging (tak buat pun) hubby cakap takyah...yang menurut perintah....bahagikan then masak gulai, bakar and the tulang buat sup. Sup gearbox tu. Sedap the soup. Actually I'm not into soup much but soup yang dimasak oleh Ayah Cik tu memang sedap. But can't enjoy much coz daughter keep on kacau me eating. Hemmm...So minggu lepas banyak betul makan daging. There goes my diet again. Rasanya sampai tahun baru ni takleh nak dietlah. Banyak betul godaan.

Tengah dok lapah lembu oleh orang-orang kuat Tok Jiring...

Wah hubby buat-buat sibuk (DRC FC) tapi dia memang paling sibuk

So selepas beraya dengan jayanya tibalah masa untuk bercuti pulak. Bukannya apa this is the only time that me and my husband can have a holiday. Banyak kali dah cancel. Lagipun nak ambik cuti lama-lama tugas pulak menghalang. As for me I have to plan way way ahead if I want to take a long holiday. Susah kena cari pengganti. Lepas tu kena vacate hari-hari yang nak cuti. Tulah bila ada cuti-cuti Malaysia ni ambillah kesempatan. 2 in 1. Balik kampung hubby dan pegi bercuti my way....

So decided to drop by kat Cherating. Memang gamble giler. Tak ada booking mana-mana hotel pun. Bukannya apa sebab the weather prediction pun kata air pasanglah...so before anything we have to make sure that the pantai ok yang ombak pun ok. And hari yang nak berlepas tu hubby (being orang laut as he claimed...duhhh...) kata laut ok dan tak ada masalah. So we proceed. Normally it will only take around 2 hours to reach Cherating from hubby's kampung but dear hubby ni bawak keta sikit punya slow. Cruisinglah plak. Sambil makan sata. Itu delicacies from Terengganu. Sedap. Well apa lagi made from ikanglah. Itukan specialty Terengganu. So sambil makan and jalam jem lagi tu yang we reached Cherating around 7pm. It took us 3 and half hour. Mak oiii (macam Reen cakap). Penat. So our stop for that day was Impiana. I have been there like 12 years ago. At that time hotel tu macam bestlah. But now oklah but the room cuma lama je. I ni suka yang baru dan modern tapi oklah. The bed is so sedap tido. So we only had room service that day. Penat tau travel ni. U know hubby cheh konon nak order ais kacang..sampai-sampai jek...mak datok!!!!besar giler...3 orang makan pun tak abis...well 5 orang makan pun belum tentu habis. Let me tell it was really huge!!! Macam gunung berapi!!! Sedap. I had nasi goreng istimewa. Oklah sekadar mengalas perut.

Since I ni ada satu perangai yang suka duduk hotel yang best-best jek with facilities yang baru dan cantik....ye ye a very bad habit....so macam tak syok je duduk hotel lama. Jadi I persuaded my darling hubby to check out from Impiana dan check in kat Legend plak. So off we go again. Hem...hotel lama gak. What to do..duduk jelah. But the room is bigger and the food have more variety. And the pool was huge. Banyak section...ya ya like i'm going to swim pun. The little one rasalah jugak the pool but over betul dia menggigil lebih-lebih. So cuma 30mins je dia mandi. Itupun eksen nak mandi lama. Tak sedar diri lagi tuh. Went to the beach. A very peaceful and relaxing moment for me. Seronok betul bercuti. Some people suka belanja the money for baju, handbags, pinggan mangkuk, barang kemas but for me and hubby benda-benda macam tu kami sedikit berkira but kalau bab bercuti and pampering ourselves ni memang tak berkira lansung. As I said life is short so why don't we enjoy God's creation dan jaga ciptaanNya seperti jaga badan dan alam sekitar. Hati pun tenang. Tapi the holiday was a bit spoilt coz hubby had to do his assignment. Next week nak pegi Sabah but hubby kena kerja gak...so bilalah nak cuti sepenuhnya??? Bersyukurlahkan daripada tak pegi langsung...

Legend Hotel-pool untuk orang besar dan pandai berenang sahaja

Hubby bawak little one mandi di Legend Hotel.

One section of the pool at Legend..

Pool at Impiana.

Impiana Hotel, Cherating

Two Little Teddies

Little Auni(left) and baby Amaaneey (right)

Cute tak the two babies ni? One is my niece and the other is my daughter...Nurul Amaaneey Mardhiyyah. Took the pics last Saturday. Waktu tu Amaaneey demam. Baju yang they all pakai tu tak sangka sama. Maktok dia yang belikan. My sis came tu mama's house tup tup sama baju. Hehehe...sehati sejiwa. My niece Auni is like 4 months younger than Amaaneey. They do look alike kan. Itulah two little teddies....

Dulu masa belajar kat MRSM I have 2 very good friends (still my good friends) Mie2 and Runiz. We called ourselves 3 little teddies. That name diambil sempena the cartoon character. Memang so childish time tu but it was fun.

Tommorow is Hari Raya Haji. Will be going back to hubby's hometown for korban. Will post later about that and also the road going back. Yelah kot-kot ada banjir ke...hope not. So di kesempatan ini I would like to wish my friends and family Selamat Hari Raya Korban....marilah kita berkorban.

P/S: Orang yang diharap-harapkan baca tamau bukak pun. Bila cakap baru nak baca itupun not with full heart...sigh...

Mr. Manager: JATUH CINTA

Mr. Manager: JATUH CINTA

A new song by Yanie...protege of Ning Baizura...remember?..Nice and catchy song. Go and listen here.

Spa

Last weekend I went to Cintasari Tradispa to claim the free facial voucher worth RM45. Oklah the service. Sedap sangat. They are using Citra Ayu. Muka pun rasa selesa and sejuk. Gebu pipi after the treatment. Hubby said so..hehehe...Lepas dah buat facial tengok dalam brochure apa lagi yang boleh dibuat. Then I decided to buat hair treatment since my hair is so dry and dull. The treatment was good and excellant. Cost me around RM 90. All in all only cost RM98 plus face sponge that I bought. Tamaulah campur-campur dengan sponge orang lain. Every month they all ada buat promotion. This month promotion is Vanila Mocha which consists of sauna aromatherapy, body massage, vanilla mocha scrub, seaweed treatment, flowers and coconut milk bath and ginger tea drink. Usually it will cost u like RM300 per session but on promotion only RM190. Very very tempting. Nak tengok bajetlah like this. Seronok once in a while pemper our body ni. Yelah letih kerja kan. Dapat rehat and pamper your body can really revive and rejuvenite your body and soul. Speaking of mocha, last Friday had lunch with Syida.Hajat di hati nak cari choc mud pie but bila samai Damaz tengok starbucks rasa nak minum plak. Seriously I am not a coffee lover. I am more into tea. But entahlah that day rasa macam nak become adventureous plak. So I ordered entahlah nama apa but something caramel fatuccino. Memang sedap. Sampai sekarang teringat-ingat. U know when I go to like coffee bean ke starbucks ke gloria jeans ke I never ordered coffee but always ordered crushed lemonade, ice tea or chocolate drink, anything but coffee. So bila rasa tu hemmm sedap. Syida pun sampai meleleh-leleh air liur..hehehe..teipuceee...Makan...bila dah minum sebanyak tu makan pun sikitlah. I only had sardine roll while syida had cheese and onion bread. Kenyang air.

Cant wait for the lunch with Syahrin next week. Kali ni kalau pegi Delicious nak order steak pulak. This Thursday will go back to hubby's hometown in KT for raya haji. Korban sana. Then holiday in Cherating and next week KK, Sabah...can't wait for the holidays....

Makan!

Last Wednesday attended farewell lunch for our beloved Pn Hapipah at Halia Restoren situated in Sime Darby Convention Centre. Tak jauh dari office around 10mins drive. But kalau dengan my driving ability it took us about 15-20 mins nak sampai. I am a very careful driver...hehehe...biar lambat asal selamat. Actually this was our second time there. Bukannya sedap sangat but consider cheap and near the office. Anyway its not our choice pun..say no more...But seriously the food...hemmm...how shall i put it....average kot or below skit (i tried to describe it in a very nice way ok).

This was what I had for the main dish. Basically I took everything yang they served on the table. Nasi with deep fried calamari, Vietnamese beef sautee and lamb curry, deep fried prawn, mix vegie, and steamed chicken breast with ginger and onion. Yang paling sedap was deep fried calamari. But the rest taklah berapa. I mean its like this...sekali je u will eat. You takkan ulang-ulang lagi dah. And i think it was a bit dry. Takada kuah pun or sos. So u won't be able to enjoy much.

This was the appetizer. Popiah, kerabu, corn and a bit of sambal belacan plus salad dressing. The popiah was quite nice. But I know the combination memang tak kena. What else to take. Tu yang combination macam tu.

Ini macam bubur cha cha but u'll be surprised that it was actually Vietnamese agar-agar. Hem..too sweat. The taste was not even near bubur cha cha. Tu agar-agar. The combination tak kena langsung. I only had 2 spoon.

Last but not least the assorted fresh fruits skewer with chocolate fundae. Fresh fruits with chocolate coated. You can choose from honey dew, watermelon, papaya or itu je kot. Tak banyak choice. No strawberry though. Kalau ada strawberry barulah boleh jadi macam Datuk K and Siti...hehehehe....tapi choc dia tak sedap. So only had one bite.

Syidah, Kak Mia and Munah sedang sibuk makan. Muka masing-masing macam enjoy the food tapi berlakon jek tu. Munah makan pun tak abis. Syida as usual tak makan nasi. Cayalah Syida. Semangat kental.

Azniza sedang cuba menghabiskan dessert yang berupa sago, brownies, marble cheese cake and opera cake while Syida looked on. But the marble cheese cake tu taste buah durian!! Seriously pelik. Cheese durian. Hem best ke???

So that was our luch on Wednesday. we each manage to finish our meal by two o'clock. Ye ye Munah dapat kembali ke office dengan segera. Sapa kata governement officer tak punctual...duhhh.

CINTA

CINTA

Menatap jalan yang menjauh

Tentukan arah yg ku mau

Tempatkan aku pada satu

Peristiwa yang membuat hati lara

Di dekat engkau aku tenang

Sendu matamu penuh tanya

Misteri hidup akankah menghilang

Dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta tegarkan hatiku

Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau

Naluriku berkata

Tak ingin terulang lagi

Kehilangan cinta hati

Bagai raga tak bernyawa

Aku junjung petuamu

Cintai dia yang mencintaiku

Hati yang dulu belayar

Kini telah menepi

Bukankah hidup kita

Akhirnya harus bahagia

Cinta

Biar saja ada

Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi

Bagai manapun hidup

Memang hanya cerita

Cerita tentang meninggalkan dengan ditinggalkan

Cinta…

I really like to post song's lyrics here. Kadang-kadang susah kita nak express diri kita by saying outloud or some things are just not meant to be said. That's why one way to express myself is by songs. Sebenarnya lagu-lagu yang I post here ada kena-mengena dengan hidup saya tak kiralah past or present. So it is actually describing who I really am and what I am feeling at the moment. And ia juga adalah cerita kisah silam saya. Cuma which songs describe which time tu tak boleh nak cakap. Then and again I leave to your imagination. You know bila I'm sad or when I'm feeling blue i like to listen to this song tittle Sara...sebenarnya takada kena mengena dengan my life pun cuma I like the melody. So soothing and lepas tu kurang sikitlah kesedihan tu. Macam tulah......

Ha..last Wednesday went to Restoren Halia for a farewell lunch. This weekend I'll post u the pics. Oklah...tunggguuuuu...

REUNION!!!

"Saat gemilang yang aku nantikan...kita menjelma di depan mataku..ku percaya saatkan tiba....hanya menunggu tika dan masa ohhhh...bersama-sama...tempuhi segala...saat Gemilang akan tiba kan kita kecapi bersama.." Itulah lagu unofficial batch 93-94 Terendakians. Bila teringat zaman di MRSM TDK dulu hem...bawak 1001 macam memories. Sooo anyway selepas like 13 years meninggalkan maktab baru sekarang terhegeh-hegeh nak buat reunion. Our batch pun bukanlah ramai sangat. I think slightly over hundred je kot. Perempuan around 40++ jek. Seronoknyerr bila kenang zaman dulu. We all mostlynya anak tentera. So our fathers knew each other. So bila family datang masing-masing taulah ni anak sapa..etc etc. And the funniest part was the boys yang sangatlah nakal dan jahat yang asyik menyakat orang bila the parents came semua jadi macam tikus. Kuikuikui. Even the most ganas pun nampak macam baik. So..the stories...

Balik kepada the main topic, after 13 years of leaving MRSM TDK and after a few attempt for reunion I think this time will be for real. I really really hope so. The bestest years of my life were the 2 years di MRSM. Kenapa best sangat? Well its hard to describe but I learnt about life a lot kat sana. I met different kind of people. Kawan-kawan yang pelik dan kelakar. Although study wise taklah hebat waktu kat sana sebab sibuk main jek. Tulah yang harap sangat yang reunion this time menjadi. This is baru planning stage. But I will try my very best to make it happen...caiyo!caiyo!

Dulu waktu Form 5 we even celebrated our anniversary masuk maktab. I can still remember the baju that I wore...green kebaya dengan rambut yang disanggulkan. And I can still remember the venue...Dewan Sri Budiman....the girls with beautiful baju kurungs and kebayas and the boys dengan slack masing-masing and long sleeve shirt. Ambik gambar sikit punya banyak. And kami ada lagu tau...Gemilang by Ella....waktu tu nak SPM so bila dengar lagu ni macam semangat jek. Seriously jiwang masing-masing. So ni lirik dia...as always...

Terjagaku dari tidur yang lena

Melangkah malas menuju jendela

Kabus menyelubungi subuh

Mengimbas segala kenangan yang lalu

Lautan luas telah ku renangi

Segala onak ranjau yang berduri

Tak kenal dan tak ku peduli

Ku terus mencuba

Kecapi hingga kini

Bersama-sama tempuhi segala

Walau jalanan masih jauh

Hanya kau dan aku yang tahu

Saat gemilang yang aku nantikan

Hampir menjelma di depan mataku

Ku percaya saatkan tiba

Hanya menunggu tika dan masa

Bersama-sama

Tempuhi segala

Saat gemilang akan tiba

Kan kita kecapi bersama

Sungguh aku berjanji

Dengan diriku sendiri

Untukku menggenggami

Ikhlas, sabar, benar

So to dear Terendakians batch 93-94, let's make this happen once and for all..caiyo!caiyo!caiyo!!!!

Hilang

Hendak kuluahkan

Takut makanlah diri

Hendak kusimpankan

Meracuni hati

Diddy - Hilang

Tiada pernah aku menduga

Kasih kau pergi…Tinggal ku sendiri

Nista cinta…Mengeruh jiwa

Pedihnya muncul kan dihatiku yang sepicintaku kasih selamanya

Janji mu setia di hatiku

Chorus:-Seribu penyesalan hilang….Harapan ku impikan

Bahagia ku idam bersamamu

Kasih yang kuserahkan hilang…Meredah luka dalam

Hati ku luluh parah kerana mu

Malam dingin ku sendirian

Berteman rindu mimpi yang keliru

Sayang musnah tak kesampaian

Hanya derita rundung duka membelenggu

Ku sangka ku kasih selamanya

Akan ku ubati ooohhh..Kasih yang pergi dari sisi

Takkan ku biarkan ia terus terluka musnah dan HILANG….

Bahagia ku idam bersamamu

Sangka ku kasih selamanya

Janji mu setia di hatiku….ooohhhh…HILANG KERANA MU…..

So cheap!!!

U know that i am so gila with Meteor Garden kanand F4 so I decided last weekend to go and buy the complete set of the series Meteor Garden II. Went to Ampang Point. So at Speedy jumpalah the episode 25-31, I have the 1-8 episode already. Bila belek-belek tengok the price...can u just imagie it only cost me RM7.00. RM7!!!!! Wah macam nak pengsan. So cheap. Previously they sold it at RM70++. Untung. Tapi belum sempat nak tengok. But yang part 1 dah abis. Entahlah bila tengok cerita tu rasa macam berada in that story jugak. I just adore Jerry Yan (Dao Meng Si). His next drama will be out soon. Hot Shots. Its about basketball. But whatever it is I still think that his character in MG was the most perfect and the best. He has also acted in The Hospital. Memang I like to watch tv. hobi tu. But lately ni tak sempat. Cuti sekolah....

Kalau lagu from F4 I like Qing Fei Dei Yi. Now the F4 is changing their name. They are now JKVK...something like that kot. Something to do with contract. I hope the producer of MG will produce MG3. Mak suke betul.

To my hubby....caiyo!caiyo! Good luck. Do your best. Exam PTK...

Ha...end of this year nak pergi bercuti to Sabah!!!!!Ye!Ye! Dah beli tiket and everything. Later I will post the best of Sabah. I love sabah.

The Coast

Yap..this was where me and Syida went for lunch last Friday. Mula-mula nak ajak syida pegi makan at Uncle Don. Makan waffle..yummy but change of plan. Masuk kat Plaza Damaz tu terus macam jom makan kat The Coast.

What we had? Seriously the food was good and affordable. Syida had a lunch set consists of soup of the day, fish and rice and ice lemon tea. The price? Only RM12 maa. Ok kan.

This was the soup Syida had. Entahlah soup apa. I asked her...she said..soup of the day...duhh..anyway memang no mention in the menu pun. But It was quite delicious. Creamy and a bit sour.

Ni nasi Syida. As always she had to abandon the rice again. Coz ni dah masuk 3 minggu dia tak makan nasi. Gua salute sama lu girl. She only had the fish. I tak rasa pun coz I don't like to eat fish fillet. Rasa cam nak muntah. But sebenarnya sedap. Crispy on the outside but tender and juicy on the inside. For those who love fish and chips you might find this dish mouth watering.

What I had? Actually I have no idea what to order. I do not want to eat rice. And I don't want anything heavy. So after much thought, I chose Fried Chicken Sandwich and ice lemon tea.

Crispy fried chicken, lettuce, tomato, mayonnaise and fries. The chicken nampak macam McChicken. But the taste was 100% better. So crispy and so tender. Seriously it got my mouth full with the chicken and the vegies. The combination was so classic and soooooo damn sinful. Yap....there goes my diet again....

Last but not least our mission....to find the very best of....the CHOC MUD PIE!!!!!!

As usual our favourite meal...although it is soooooooo full of fats and high in calories...yap...dessert. So Syida suggested that from now on we should go and look for the best choc mud pie in town. When I looked at the dessert corner my eyes caught the ever tasty Coast Mud Pie. In the menu it didn't look so mouth watering and a bit small. Rasa macam tak cukup. But when it got to our table, it was huge...luckily kami tidak mahu tamak lagi and to watch our waisteline, we ordered one and we shared. First bite rasa macam ice cream with chocolate coated. But after a few bites kata Syida 'tastes between heaven and earth'...so out of this world. Let me tell u in a simple word...'sedap nak mampusss'....the mud pie was so full of character and surprises. Macam ada filling chocolate sneakers, ada oreo biscuits. Things unexpected thingy. Memang sedap. Syida gave 4 stars. So Syahrin...u still wanna eat those Delicious choc cake??? This cannot compare....

So there goes our diet but not money. Next month our mission to go and find the finest and best choc mud pie will continue.

Oh by the way this was the shoe that I bought last week. Ok tak?

Last but not least to my bestfriend Farah Sabrina Roslan ini lirik lagu Imran Ajmain..seribu tahun for u to consider....

SERIBU TAHUN - IMRAN AJMAIN

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi

Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini

Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan

Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi

Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini

Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan

Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu… ini cinta

Adakah engkau pasti… ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi

Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini… yeah…

Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan

Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan… sedia setia……

Sooo hopelessly romantic.....

Lega!

Entahlah today I feel kind of light. I still do have other burden but somehow I feel lighter. Still not happy though...ya ya misery again. 'They said misery loves company.'

Today is a bit cloudy. Cold. It matches my mood. U know some people kata kalau kerja kerajaan ni asyik dok goyang kaki dan tak buat apa-apa. Relax je. That is so not true. I do not know how can certain people have this kind of mentality. Actually those who screw up is not the upper tier. Because from my experience we hardly could go out for lunch on time. Usually 2++ baru free. Kadang-kadang tu langsung tak sempat nak makan. Other departments pun kalau tak pukul 8 tu tak balik lagilah. So why people always think that kalau kerja ngan government ni relax? I think they just assume. Tulah pasal 'assumption is mother ***ker'. You have to be 'in' before u can judge.

I had join this Yahoo group...now dah unsubscribe dah pun. Takdelah a friend asked about the government sector. So I told her my experience. Then this person tiba-tiba like so sarcastic condemn the public sector. My husband said nanti janganlah bagi anak dia kerja govt. Entahlah sometime certain people when they have this kind of thinking towards something dia takkan ubah punya. And I i think if u benci sangat pun just keep it to yourselflah coz when u cakap tu people might get hurt. And who knows kalau Tuhan nak tunjuk someday u'll need your friend's yang kerja govt help ke tak malu ke u nak mintak tolong. So the moral of the story is always watch what u said coz once said u can never take it back.

This weekend my hubby adik beradik nak datang rumah. Around 15 people....hem...kena masak. Dunno wat to cook dont have experience layan ramai orang yang tidur rumah.

Can't wait for my vacation next week and end of year ni.

CAIYO! CAIYO! CAIYO!: Beautiful day!

CAIYO! CAIYO! CAIYO!: Beautiful day!

Vacation!!!

Letih betullah rasa lately ni macam tak bermaya. I think it is because of the weather. Can you feel the heat? Seriously I can't stand the heat. Mata pun tak boleh nak bukak. Rasa macam panas je. Work wise pun dah semakin banyak dan meletihkan for the past few days. I couldn't have good night sleep either coz my daughter pun asyik-asyik mengigau je. So I had to wake up like every 2-3 hours...hem..papa dia?...penyabar betul sampai anak menangis pun tak perasan or buat-buat tak perasan....or sabar dengan tangisan anak sampai tak bangun...men!

Due to that and my misery part 2...ya ya ya will be in misery again...I long for a really really nice vacation. Or a good spa will do. Nah...both would be better. A good vacation and spa..soooo last weekend I went to Ampang Point to get a new working shoe. So tengah dok lalu lalang kat luar the ever tempting Dunkin' Donats(wrong spelling ka) ternampak lak ada orang buat promotion Cinta Sari Spa near my mom's house. So the promotion was, get the VIP card for RM25 and you are entitled to free facial and 20% discaunt for any choosen treatment. Nice kan. Bak kata orang mengantuk disorongkan bantal. So plan to do the facial on the 16th coz by that time I am extremely happy...yang lain-lain tu maybe after that. Wanna have a lookaround dulu.

Vacation...hemm nak ajak pegi jalan-jalan gak. Coz so much misery had been caused lately ni. Jangan lupa dear bawak jalan-jalan..btw do u know tak lagu Laskar Cinta from Dewa..nice kan. Listen to it on the Youtube. Ok until now..oh ya nanti I'll post the shoes that I bought. Oklah asalkan boleh jalan. And cute..Laskar Cinta....

Wahai jiwa jiwa yang tenang

Berhati-hatilah dirimu kepada

Hati-hati yang penuh

Dengan kebencian yang dalam

Karena sesungguhnya iblis

Ada dan bersemayam

Di hati yang penuh dengan benci

Di hati yang penuh dengan prasangka

Laskar cinta

Sebarkanlah benih-benih cinta

Musnahkanlah virus-virus benci

Virus yang bisa rosakkan jiwa

Karena cinta adalah hakikat

Dan jalan yang terang bagi semua manusia

Jika kebencian meracunimu

Kepada manusia lainnya

Maka sesungguhnya iblis

Sudah berkuasa atas dirimu

Maka jangan pernah berharap

Aku akan mengasihi

MenyayangiManusia manusia

Yang penuh benci seperti kamu

Beautiful day!

What a beautiful morning!! I was driving to work as usual this morning. Nothing different but the sunrise, the early morning light...well it was so beautiful. I was driving on the elevated highway and that's when I fell in love with KL!! Seriously...it was a breathtaking sight. And suddenly this song took over my feelings...(it was playing on the radio)...macam tau-tau jek.

Although it was not from the real singer (Extreme) but Frankie J..it will do. With the background song and the fabulous view...I am extremely happy.

Btw..welcome back dear...

MORE THAN WORDS-EXTREME

Saying I love you

Is not the words I want to hear from you

Its not that I want you

Not to say, but if you only knew

How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words is all you have to do to make it real

Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me

Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away

Then you couldnt make things new

Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand

All you have to do is close your eyes

And just reach out your hands and touch me

Hold me close dont ever let me go

More than words is all I ever needed you to show

Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me

Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away

Then you couldnt make things new

Just by saying I love youMore than words

Audit Day!!!!

Hari ni Hari Audit sedunia. Luckily everything went well. Takut gak masuk-masuk office tadi tengok muka the auditor. After the audit I pelawa dia to eat the kuih. Sedap. But he refused. Takut nak kena rasuah kot..harharhar..but alhamdullilah so far no discrepencies or anything. hope can get the cert.

Next...do you believe in supernatural? wei kena percayalah coz dalam Quran pun ada cakap. No bukannya apa.This morning i had a conversation with a friend regarding the Hind*** case. So adalah cakap-cakap pasal benda-benda ni kan. Hem scary actually. People are using the black magic to influence ones decision. Well actually this thing happened. Masa kat old place pun banyak but the worst is this caselah sebab a lot of 'not so nice people' involved. Just imagine our kind of work...open to this kind of thing. My dad had asked me to learn a thing a two for my protection but entahlah. I am not sceptical about this. Cuma i think when u know more the cubaan will be more. So since I ni a very penakut person tu yang nak belajar tu macam takut. Dulu ada jugak I went to this cakera alam course for two days. But after that dah lupa. u know at that time we had to eat the glass, walk on the broken glasses and banyak lagilah just to test our ability. Its all in your mind. But as I said earlier the more u know the harder it will get. Not protection yang apa-apa...protection dari Allah s.w.t. Tapi belajar dengan lebih mendalam lagi. What I learnt today from a friend was you have to recite ayat kursi 7 times, tiup to your hand and drink a glass of water. But you have to know the meaning of the surah kursi. Not just reading it. Seriously in my line of work u never know what are the intention of others. Maybe good maybe bad. People can do anything just to get what they want. So a dear friend said...'kena selalu b prepared'.

Dunia dunia....I hope things will not jadi like 13 Mei 69. Scary...but nevertheless must always be prepared...To do a certain kind of thing, you need to be a certain kind of person. Just follow your instincts and you can be the best gift to anyone you love.

Old songs old memories

DREAMING OF YOU
Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star

That somewhere you are thinking of me too'

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight

'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

I wonder if you ever see me (see me)and I wonder if you know I'm there (am I there, am I?)

If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside

Would you even careI just wanna hold you close but so far

All I have are dreams of you

So I wait for the day (wait for the day) and the courage to say

How much I love you

Yes, I doI'll be dreaming of you tonight

'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Ahh ahhCorazón(I can't stop dreaming of you)

No puedo dejar de pensar en ti(I can't stop dreaming)Como te necesito(I can't stop dreaming of you)Mi amor, como te extraño

Late at night when all the world is sleeping

I stay up and think of you

And I still can't believe

That you came up to me and said I love you

I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight

'Til tomorrow ('til tomorrow) and for all of my life

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be

Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly(Dreaming with you tonight)('Til tomorrow)

With you tonight ('Til tomorrow)(I'll be holding you tight)

(And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be) rather be

(Than here in my room dreaming with you)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight(endlessly, endlessly)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight

And I'll be holding you tight ('til tomorrow)

Dreaming with you (endlessly) tonight(Endlessly, endlessly)(Dreaming)

Heard the song on my way back from night duty yesterday. Played by Red fm (my favourite station). If u noticed, I really like to post lyrics from lagu-lagu lama. Bukannya apa it has brought a lot of wonderful memories. Sometimes the wonderful memories can heal hearth ache, broken heart etc etc..misery...hehehe. So anyway the song has beautifully described my love life. Tu yang mak suke tuh..

Today we had a farewell party for our beloved senior. She will be transferred to a northern state next month. Quite sad jugak because she is a very nice person. A lot of people may have not like her but I think she is a very pleasant person and she was the one who taught me pocor-pocor. No matter what people said or think of her, I still adore and respect her as a mentor, senior and a friend. Sunyi jugaklah when she's not around...isk isk isk....no more aerobic and pocor-pocor..

So moral of the story, what others thought must not be taken seriously. Kita mesti menilai seseorang itu sendiri and not only based on what other people think. Betul kan? Mana ada dalam dunia ni semua orang suka kita.

Ok hari ni tak banyak idea coz nothing interesting yang berlaku. Otak pun dah beku coz dalam chamber ni sejuk betul. Ya ya I can control the temperature but saja malas nak bangun dari kerusi. Tomorrow no big lunch. Have to save some money ma. Nak jalan-jalan. Jealous sebab ada orang dapat pegi New Delhi for free. But puas hati yang tak dapat pegi Australia tu..hahaha (gelak besar)!!! Dengki coz sapa yang taknak pegi free kan and furthermore one week plak tu. Cannot cannot be. Chiow...

Romantika de amour

DEWI-DEWA 19

Dewi aku mohon beri aku kesempatan

Tuk bisa menebus dosaku kepadamu

Maafkanlah aku yang menyakitimu

Aku tidak pernah menyangka bisa begini

Oh dewi, dengarkanlah…

Dewi kaulah hidupku

Aku cinta padamu sampai mati

Dewi belahlah dadaku

Agar kau tahu Agar kau mengerti Wou wou wou

Semua terjadi begitu saja

Tak ada yang serius antara dia dan aku

Tidak ada cinta dan tak ada hati

Hanya karena aku lelaki dan dia wanita

Oh dewi, dengarkanlah…Dewi kaulah hidupku

Aku cinta padamu sampai mati

Dewi belahlah dadaku

Agar kau tahu

Agar kau mengerti

Wou wou wou

Yesterday on the way back from my hubby's reunion terdengarlah lagu ni playing on the radio. So I said to my hubby bestnya lagu ni. The lyrics is soo touchy and so heart breaking. So I asked him to dedicate this song for me..so dengan muka pandang me yang pelik dia pun agree. He said 'boleh mintak-mintak plak'..I said eh kalau tak mintak bukannya nak dedicate. Senyum kambing jelah.

Ya..I am the sort of person yang suka romantic romantic and dreamy things ni. Mak suke nyah. Mak suka all the romantic movies, songs, quotes, people...hehehe but my darling hubby ni a type yang selamba. Bukannya tak romantic but well I do expect too much...biasalah too much of the soapy dopey movies. hehehe...bukannya apa, yesterday went to hubby's school gathering. So tengok all the longtime married couples are too busy with the children but the newly wed tu was soo much in love. Maybe takada anak nak membusykan diri kot. But we have to admitlah that when you are married sometime the romantic stuff tu seem dilupakan oleh couples. And since I am a romantic person ewah...hehehe..I kept reminding myself and my hubby no matter what and no matter how old we are..mesti kena keep the fire burning. Like my parents. Panas..panas..Tapi kadang-kadang my hubby ni yang suka buat lawak bodoh boleh kata 'takut bini tu'...isk geramnya!!!!!Tulah bila ajak tengok romantic movies asyik nak tengok cerita kelakar je. So men out there..be a little sensitive towards your wives' feelings k.

Went to Kelab Tasek Putrajaya yesterday. Took some pics from the clubhouse. Lawa gak. So Terendakians or St. Marians, or ex A Level 14, ex-PPP, or ex PPP UiTM graduation 2001 jom kita bergathering. The place can be arranged. Affordable yet stylish. Sesuai to catch up. Look at the pics and decide then giv me a call..

TGI!!!

Thank God its Friday! Thank God its Friday!!! Well that's where I went for lunch today. Went there with my eating mate. Saja je. Lagipun since baru dapat gaji kan, so why not treat myself to a sumptous meal. My friend tengah diet so at the end of the day would like to treat herself well for all the hard work...wei seminggu dia tak makan nasi tu. (can't mention name kang marah dia..hehehe). So it was a very delicious and expensive lunch. We ordered a three course meal each. Tamak tak? Konon-kononnya boleh habiskan semua tapi baru makan appetizer dah full. Last time we went to Delicious so both of us had vowed to never ever tamak lagi. Next time nak share. But dunno what happened today sama-sama rasa macam we can finish all. My friend had a hearty meal consists of chicken wings, sizzling chicken and for desert she had a sinful cookies with icecream. Memanglah sinful...cuba kira the total of the calories taken in that icecream...sama macam seminggu punya simple meal. hehehe jangan rasa bersalah fren. Sekali sekala.

U see the chicken wing. Memang sedap. Not so spicy. Just nice. And juicy. And the green celery..rabbit food. My fren said she can't it that as it is tasteless. Rabbit food.. But eh sedap jugaklah bila you dip inside the mayonnaise.

Main course was the sizzling chicken with rice. Since my friend had made a pledge not to eat rice, so she had to abandon them. Sayang tau. so she just ate the chicken. Tak rasa pun coz I think it was worse than the rabbit food. I can't eat anything white. According to her oklah but makan just two slices jek. Rugi betul..

Me..I had for appetizer (can't remember the exact name) crispy macaroni and cheese. Memang a devilishly meal. So rich with the cheese and crispy. Yummy..but as orang melayu yang tulin mesti kena cicah dengan sos. Chili mind you. My friend agreed with me..she had two..:)

This is my other devilishly main course. Chicken parmesan. Crispy on the outside but tender on the inside. With tomatoes slices on top of, it somehow balance the taste between creamy and sour. Rich yet moderate. Bit my favourite meal of the day was.....yalah always the dessert...chocolate mud pie...

Omigod...I thank God for creating good food and gives me the opportunity to taste it, to divulge and to savour every pieces of it. Tastes so heavenly....better than the chocolate cake at Delicious. Seriously Syahrin..want to try Marmalade?

So there goes our diet and money. Tapi takpa once in a while. Monday surely will fast. Bukan sebab diet nak puasa. Nawaitu mesti betul. Errr...puasa sunat. Lepas tu dapatlah bersihkan perut dengan berpuasa. Hem barulah dapat pahala.

Not in misery anymore..maybe later later kot....

SOMEDAY

My friends who read my blog truly understand how I felt at this moment. Thank you very much for all the kind and wisdom words that you have offered me all these while. As i was talking to Munah and Syida this morning, I realise that there's no solution to my problem. Its a very complicated thing. To not hurting people but you get hurt yourself. I don't know what I should do. Should I just keep everything to myself or be opened and frank about my problem? I don't know what to do!!!!I just wish I could fly fly and fly far and far away from here. But its like running away from your problem...but if people can't change for u then lebih baik u berundur diri dari lebih banyak pihak berkecil hati.

I just wish that someday people will understand me more and I'll be happier. No money can buy happiness and don't I deserve to be happy? Someday....

Artist: Tony BennettSong: The Way You Look Tonight

Someday when I'm awfully low

When the world is cold I feel a glow just thinking of you

And the way you look tonight.

Oh, but you're lovely with your smile so warm

And your cheek so soft

There is nothing for me to love you

And the way you look tonight

With each word your tenderness grows

Tearing my fear apart

And that laugh that wrinkles your nose touches my foolish heart

Lovely, never ever change

Keep that breathless charr

Won't you please arrange it?

'Cause I love you

Just the way you look tonight...

Thank you!

Thank you my dear for your understanding. I know u can't do much. But the fact that u listen to my complaints and really really supportive about that, is really a soothing effect for me...but again nevertheless PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!So my dear thank you once again....I wish I would be invisible and fly far far away....with Amaaneey of course...

ASSUMPTION IS MOTHER ****ER!!!

Title pun dah ganas kan? Hehehe..anyway topic ni sebenarnya semua orang mengalaminya. Yesterday I had a conversation with my darling hubby about assuming. No no no we were not arguing. Its about why other people always assume but in reality it goes far far away from being so true!? U know I am in a situation where people assume that Im always ok with what they are doing. Hello people!!!!......(I don't think u know who u are) I'm not ok. Actually I feel like puking. Doesn't mean that I look ok then its ok!! Hello read between the lines pleazzeeee...Maybe they see me always smiling, laughing and so they take advantage of my sweet face (wei sweet tau macam watermelon) yang buat ikut suka mak bapak they all!!!! Whenlah my misery will end. Inilah yang dikatakan assumption is mother ****er! They assume I'm just like they all yang tak kisah anything. So buatlah suka hati..but people tend to forget that God never created setiap orang tu sama. So janganlah assume that u macam ni then semua orang pun sama. I think the best and safest way is to respect other people's space regardless who they are. Then we will be happier. God..when are you going to stop torturing me...isk isk isk...



Well as you see for the past week i'm not really in a good mood. And where can I pour my grievience to..yes...my dearest blog..So now u know why I am always talking nonsense right. Coz this is the core of my misery.

Now i'm waiting for the sunshine to come out. But I know the sun will not be long coz rain will definitely arrive. (Ku harapkan panas hingga ke petang rupanya hujan di tengahari) Ewah. Next week..yes next week...but later...misery again............

Misery (Soul Asylum)

They say misery loves company

We could start a company and make misery Frustrated, Incorporated

Well I know just what you need

I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to see

Put me out of my misery I'd do it for you, would you do it for me

We will always be busy making misery

We could build a factory and make misery

We'll create the cure; we made the disease

Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated

Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to feel

Put me out of my misery

All you suicide kings and you drama queens

Forever after happily, making misery

Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need

Was it only envy, so empty

Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated Frustrated, Incorporated (put me out of my misery) Frustrated, Incorporated (I'd do it for you, would you do it for me)

Frustrated, Incorporated (forever after happily) Frustrated, Incorporated (making misery) etc...

Dao Ming Shi!!!!

Tada...ladies and gentleman today I'm presenting you to my very own Mr. Dao Ming Shi!!!! Ala mak rasa sukelah tengok DMS ni....Faizal Tahir pun sama...teipucee teipucee again my hubby..u know how at this moment I really need to be gila-gila..so please bare with me...again Mr. DAO MING SZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recipe

(Syahrin I know u'll like this...)



The Ultimate mashed potatoes - the continental chef!

Mashed potatoes are the ultimate comfort food -- they are filling and hearty and they stick to your ribs. The most important thing about them is their texture -- if you don't mash them enough, they are too chunky, but if you stir them too much, they are glue-y. With a little care, though, you can easily create the ultimate mashed potato. Here's how:

1. Start with a great mashing potato, like Yukon gold.
2. Boil 2 to 3 potatoes, with the skin on, in salted water for about 18 minutes, until they are easily pierced with a fork, then strain and peel them.
3. Melt 1 tablespoon of unsalted butter in a sauté pan over medium-low heat, and cook until the butter is light brown and smells nutty.
4. Then whisk in 2 tablespoons of cream, 2 tablespoons of milk, 1 tablespoon of olive oil, and a little salt, grated nutmeg, and ground white pepper.
5. Mash the potatoes with a fork and stir the hot liquid into the mash.The beauty of mashed potatoes is that you can do lots of variations. This is where it gets fun:
Try adding cheese -- say, 2 tablespoons of grated Dutch gouda, Vermont cheddar, goat cheese, or Parmesan.
Or, for a Japanese twist add a touch of wasabi.
If you want to get really creative, you could follow the recipe above, using half potato and half parsnip, and add 1 tablespoon of balsamic vinegar with the butter and cream.
You can even create a mash using no potatoes for a wonderful side dish that serves up sweet and sour flavors -- replace the potatoes with half celery root and half Granny Smith apples, and stir in chopped thyme in the final step.

JJCM my version!

I like food enjoy eating...so as a start to my own Jalan2 Cari Makan, I would like to introduce the best of Secret Recipe. Usually when we heard of Secret Recipe, we always think of the delicious, yummy and devilish fatty cakes and brownies. But they do offfer other delicious meals as well. Last weekend I took my parents to a Secret Recipe outlet in Tesco Ampang coz abah has been craving for the Tomyumkung noodle...sedap beb meleleh. So this is what mama ordered...

Nasi and kebab. The chicken was so tender and juicy and it looks like pedal ayam...well I like pedal ayam. And I ordered a very sinful dish- chicken cordon bleu..why so sinful..well according to my eating mate (sorry syida) banyak kalori tu sinfullah. Chicken with cheese inside. So yummy that i can still taste the cheese melting in my mouth. Yummm...yummm

So sinful sampai the next day pun still full. Although i really really regret eating the sinful meal, tapi puas hati sebab sedap. But I will never ever makan rabbit food. Kan syidah...kan kan. So nanti I'll post the lunch that me and my eating mate had at Delicious in my next posting coz ngantuk giler ni...in the middle of the nite....nite nite.

When love and hate collide part 2

"When Love And Hate Collide"

You could have a change of heart,

if you would only change your mindInstead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time

I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call

When divided we stand baby, united we fall

Got the time got a chance gonna make it

Got my hands on your heart gonna take it

All I know I can't fight this flame

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind

Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time

Without you

One night alone Is like a year without you baby

Do you have a heart of stone

Without you

Can't stop the hurt inside

When love and hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for

When we treat each other baby, like an act of warI could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise

When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes

There's a time and a place and a reason

And I know I got a love to believe in

All I know got to win this time

[Repeat Chorus][SOLO]You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind

Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby...Crazy...Crazy

Without you

One night alone

Is like a year without you baby

Do you have a heart of stone

Without you

One night alone

Is like a year without you babyIf you have a heart at all

Without you

Can't stop the hurt inside

When love and hate collide

When love and hate collide

I am wondering how can you love and hate someone at the same time? Anyway I really really long for a good vacation. I mean where everything is laidback, no rushing and most importantly no commitments. And I wish I could go to these places...how I wish....